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Sarah Harding, 39, ‘wanted to be a mum’ before her tragic loss of life, reveals Big Brother star ex Chad Johnson

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SARAH Harding’s dream was to change into a mom, her final boyfriend Chad Johnson revealed yesterday.

Chad, who met Sarah on Celebrity Big Brother in 2017, believes she would have been an incredible mum — and advised of his sorrow that she by no means bought to fulfil her want.

Sarah Harding’s dream was to change into a mum, her final boyfriend Chad Johnson has revealedCredit: Rex Features
Chad, who met Sarah on Celebrity Big Brother in 2017, believes she would have been an amazing mum
Chad, who met Sarah on Celebrity Big Brother in 2017, believes she would have been an incredible mum

In an unique interview with The Sun, the 34-year-old American mentioned: “Sarah wished to be a mum however she by no means bought to try this. That feels very unhappy for me. I all the time thought Sarah would have been an incredible mum.

“She had such a motherly vibe, she was very caring in direction of the folks she cherished. And she cherished youngsters.

“She would have been obsessed with her kids in the best way. It was just in her nature.”

US actuality tv star Chad and English magnificence Sarah loved a whirlwind romance after their time within the Big Brother home.

While the lengthy distance between the pair ultimately meant the connection struggled to survive, the pair stayed in touch and remained on good phrases.

Chad, who now works in tech and lives in Las Vegas, advised how they’d deliberate to hook up once more however he by no means realised simply how unwell she was.

He mentioned: “We’d all the time stayed in contact.

“We had been planning to meet up however I had to transfer the dates and we couldn’t make it work — after which the pandemic hit. But we stayed in contact through texts and on social media. For us each, I feel we all the time thought we might reconnect. We had a connection, a nice relationship.

“We didn’t have to discuss for hours to know we cared. And we each had busy lives. But even after she mentioned she was sick I by no means actually realised how poorly she was. It by no means actually hit me.

‘Still sinking in’

“I prayed she was able to get through it. It is still sinking in. I woke up to so many messages from friends. I still can’t believe she has gone. I was always thinking of her.”

Sarah was identified with superior breast most cancers final August, and it then unfold. Her mum Marie revealed that she had died on Sunday, sparking a wave of heartfelt tributes.

Chad says she was so pleased with every thing she achieved with her Girls Aloud bandmates Cheryl Tweedy, Kimberley Walsh, Nicola Roberts and Nadine Coyle.

He revealed that she would spend hours watching again their movies with him and even her auditions from Popstars: The Rivals in 2002 — the place the band was shaped. They went on to notch 4 UK No 1 singles and 21 high ten songs before they cut up in 2013.

Chad remembers: “Sarah cherished to speak about her Girls Aloud ladies. She made it clear they have been very shut associates, which wasn’t stunning given what number of years they’d been collectively.

“I feel Sarah actually missed the women. They have been like her sisters. “They have been household. There had been squabbles between a few of them and Sarah would speak about it. But I may learn by way of it. I mentioned to her, ‘You just miss them.’ Yes to her it gave the impression of a number of the ladies have been saying issues in regards to the others however I knew that she simply missed them.

I prayed she was ready to get by way of it. It remains to be sinking in.

Chad Johnson

“Sarah simply wished every thing to return to being the best way it was.

“She was so pleased with what they’d achieved collectively and what she had performed with her life.

“Sarah performed me Popstars: The Rivals clips so I might perceive the place she got here from. And she cherished to present me clips from when she was in Girls Aloud.

“We’d watch her outdated performances and live gigs. She was so pleased with them. She appreciated to present me her singing and performing.

“Sarah loved their song The Promise. She had a big solo part, she was so proud of it. She used to play it to me and look at me, it was like she was trying to tell me something. She was so proud of that song.”

During her 11 years in Girls Aloud, Sarah turned often known as the get together animal, and followers nicknamed her “Hardcore Harding”.

In her bestselling autobiography, Hear Me Out, she recalled a variety of wild adventures.

But Chad mentioned Sarah — who additionally appeared in Coronation Street and movies together with St Trinian’s — was happiest at dwelling behind closed doorways.

He mentioned: “Sarah was a homebody, she appreciated to be at dwelling and simply be herself.

“She had a home in the midst of nowhere. When we have been collectively within the UK we have been there and when she got here to the US, we simply stayed at dwelling.

“We by no means took footage or put something on social media, we appreciated to be personal.

‘Sarah didn’t care about fame or cash’

“At dwelling in her personal little world was the place she was happiest. Sarah didn’t care about fame or cash. She put out into the world who she was, she didn’t act like a massive star. She was simply a enjoyable, loud woman.

“I keep in mind how she cherished to prepare dinner and she or he made these loopy good eggs that I cherished. In the evenings we’d order a takeaway and open a bottle of wine.

“Noodles and Asian meals was her go-to.

“She’d snicker as a result of the American model of Asian meals is completely completely different to the UK model. Sarah would have to clarify the menu to me as a result of I had no thought what it was.

“Sarah would be at her happiest dressed down in her sweat pants and a tank top, cuddled up on the sofa.”

However it wasn’t all the time a quiet night time in, he mentioned.

Chad defined: “She cherished to DJ. She had this complete sales space arrange in her home. One night time she determined she wished to DJ for me and she or he performed for 5 hours straight.

“She was so talented and she was so passionate. I wondered if she’d try and launch a DJ career but I think she just loved getting lost in her music.”

Chad says his largest remorse shouldn’t be spending extra time with her.

He provides: “After our relationship and the lengthy distance didn’t work out Sarah stepped out of the general public eye. She had a small circle and remained inside that circle.

“Family and associates have been every thing to her. Looking again now, distance was all the time such a difficulty.

At dwelling in her personal little world was the place she was happiest.

Chad Johnson

“If I had an countless provide of cash, we might have gone off collectively and we’d nonetheless be collectively to this present day.

“We had a good relationship, my reminiscences are so keen on her.

“I wish I had gone to see her more, I wish I hadn’t have let work get in the way. I just always believed we would be together again. I don’t have that chance now. I miss her so much.”

Chad says Sarah was so proud of everything she achieved with Girls Aloud
Chad says Sarah was so pleased with every thing she achieved with Girls AloudCredit: Darren Fletcher
Kimberley Walsh posted a tribute to Sarah on her Instagram page
Kimberley Walsh posted a tribute to Sarah on her Instagram web page
Chad says 'I just always believed we would be together again. I don’t have that chance now. I miss her so much'
Chad says ‘I simply all the time believed we might be collectively once more. I don’t have that probability now. I miss her a lot’Credit: C5

What is breast most cancers and the way does it unfold?

Breast most cancers is the most typical sort of most cancers within the UK – with one girl identified each ten minutes.

While most girls can get breast most cancers, it’s most typical in girls who’re over the age of fifty.

According to Cancer Research UK, breast most cancers begins within the breast tissue.

Breast most cancers develops when irregular cells within the breast start to develop and divide in an uncontrolled approach and ultimately type a development.

Most invasive breast cancers are discovered within the upper-outer quadrant of the breast.

If it’s not identified and handled it could actually transfer by way of the lymph or blood vessels to different areas of the physique.

Each yr within the UK there are round 55,200 new breast most cancers instances.

This equates to round 150 new instances a day.

It additionally accounts for 15 per cent of all new most cancers instances every year.

If the most cancers is identified at its earliest stage then 98 per cent of individuals will survive the illness for 5 years or extra.

If it’s identified on the newest stage, then simply 26 per cent of individuals survive for 5 years or extra.

What are the 4 levels of breast most cancers?

Stage one: The most cancers is small and solely within the breast tissue – however also can be present in lymph nodes shut to the breast.

Stage two: The most cancers is both within the breast or within the close by lymph nodes or each.

Stage three: The most cancers has unfold from the breast to the lymph nodes or the pores and skin of the breast or the chest wall.

Stage 4: The most cancers has unfold to different components of the physique.

What are the indicators?

  • A lump within the breast or armpit
  • Changes within the positioning of the nipple
  • Nipples leaking in girls who haven’t had youngsters
  • Skin adjustments

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